16 days.
Two days past two weeks. A normal amount of time for grass seed to sprout. Sixteen days, plus five, is all the time it takes to break a habit. Sixteen days from now it will be January 3, 2013. Sixteen days ago, it was December 2, I was going to a Christmas Tea.
16 days. Such a short time. Not long enough, but that was all they had.
He stood out in the cold, tears streaming down his face. His wife stood beside him, not crying, but overwhelmed. His uniform looked official, but underneath, there was a man, grieving, hurting, touched by a song. She was holding back the tears, but we knew that there had been many days when the flood hadn't ceased to run.
We were Christmas caroling. You know that old-Christmas tradition, famed by well-bundled people singing carols in the cold on people's doorsteps. There were about twelve of us who braved the cold that night. It was a beautiful night, chilly and dry, but clear. The stars were shining, and you could almost see most of them despite the city lights. We were jolly and loud. It had been a fun evening. We had sang to many houses, and had blessed many people.
As we were coming to this house, we began to ask the same question: "Should we stop here?" "There aren't any lights on, maybe no one's home." Our fearless leader led the charge, saying that we would sing one song and see if anyone came to the door. We started and the door opened. At first, the man in the uniform looked a bit confused. But soon, his expression changed and he called to his wife. She rushed to the door with an exclamation. As we started the second song, her camera came out and she took a couple of pictures and a video. Needless to say, we were delighted to have made such an impact! We could tell from the tears and their body language that they had been touched by the love of God. When we finished the last chord of "We Wish you a Merry Christmas", they both thanked us deeply. Then we heard why...
This was a hard time for them. They were grieving. 16 days was all the time that they had with their newborn son. Just a few months back, they had a son, but he only lived 16 days. This Christmas was the first Christmas of many without him. There had been months of preparing and planning for this new little life to change their lives, and then after 16 days, the dream was taken away. What was supposed to be the first Christmas with their son, was instead the first Christmas with the memory of those few short days. 16 days.
They told us that we would never know how much it meant to them for a handful of college students to come out in the cold to sing some Christmas carols to them. We would never know! We can't know.
But God used us. We weren't even going to stop there, and that house alone would have made the whole evening worth the trip in the cold! We got to pray with them, endeavoring to show God's love to them.
We'll never know the full impact that God allowed us to have in this couple's life. We pray that it is a testimony to the gospel of Christ, and that they are surrounded by His love and see their need of a Savior from their sins. But God used us! He used selfish motives, cold fingers, noses, and toes, and froggy voices to glorify Himself! Praise God!
We can never know how God is going to use us in other's lives. Most often, it is during the oddest circumstances and situations that God's hand is most seen. He works in mysterious ways. But He knows, and He calls us to be faithful; faithful to proclaim His truth, His love, His grace to a dying, hurting world.
This Christmas season, may we not be too quick to overlook a person who may be hurting. May we be vessels filled to overflowing with the grace and love of God, so that we can spill over onto others and God may be glorified!
