Life is so short. Of
this truth, I've been sorely reminded more often than I should like. I mean, we all know that death is
“normal”. Everyone is going to die at
some point. But it still hurts, and it's still hard. And it's unexpected.
My friend Dustin died, and it was unexpected.
As has been said before, Dustin was a crazy guy! He was the dictionary definition of
goofy. Some of my favorite memories
include the time he was walking around our college campus with a gun belt and
chaps. Of course, he wasn’t just walking. He was jumping over things, and lilting like
a cowboy.
Another time, my brother and
his friends were making a music video of an original song about falling in love
with a microwave. Dustin wasn’t playing
the guitar, although he did play, but rather he was in the background, dancing with the
microwave! Oh, and then there was that
Spring Break skiing trip to Colorado . Who could forget all the funny
memories?! Like everyone getting VERY sunburned and sore, and Dustin's bright blue snow pants.
But I’m not writing only about Dustin. Because he lived for something more, and through his death the gospel is being declared.
I don't know how many people Dustin actually knew. He was 24. I don't know who he talked to. But God is more glorified through His death. And that was what Dustin was living for: the glory of God!
The apostle Paul was thinking right when he said, “to live
is Christ, and to die is gain.” Everything in our lives revolves around our relationship with God. If we live, we live to God. If we die, we gain eternal life with Christ forever. Whether we live or die, Christ wins!
I know that we serve a sovereign God, which means that He is the Supreme Ruler of everything, and nothing happens outside of God's control. I know that God is good. He allowed Dustin and those other firefighters to die, because in His will and goodness He would be more glorified through their death.
Dustin's death has reminded me that each day is a gift from God. And not a gift for myself, but so that I can serve Him more and love others through the strength that He has supplied. It has reminded me that I could die at any moment; or have a loved one die. Yet, being reminded of this causes me to think about what I am doing. Is is really of any eternal value? Is it glorifying to God?
Thank You, Lord, for using Dustin for Your glory! Thank You for teaching me!
Thanks for writing this Bekah!!!! I love you girl!
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