I was broken, sitting alone. I watched the charade.
What little conversation passed between them was unimportant to me. It looked normal, but then, so did the fake faces. Of course, there was his gentle compliment, her smiling acknowledgement; followed by the "spiritual" question. This begged a "spiritual" answer. After a few minutes of stimulating conversation, they both smiled at each other, adjusted their masks and walked away.
I was broken, sitting alone. I watched the charade, empty and full of false pretense.
The charade
It was a charade. As a child, I loved this game. My friends and I would play for hours, acting out and guessing one another's clues. The moderator would give us a person, place, or thing, and we would have to act it out without words. It was a game of mime. Yet it was fun, and we all knew that we were just acting. It wasn't serious.Or do you remember those childhood masks of zoo animals or super-hero's? They would come out every once in a while, usually just for play. Whatever game had been going on before, as soon as the lion mask was donned, we were running for our lives on an African safari hunt. What changed our game of playing house? The mask.
The mask wearing crowd
to perform to be accepted,
to keep our good name,
to pretend everything's okay,
to serve others for ourselves,
to look spiritual,
to be strong and responsible, and
to be comfortable and indifferent.
We are so good at wearing masks. It is almost so natural, that many times, we are never seen without them. We are afraid of others opinions. Or afraid of ourselves. We know our hearts, the deepest secrets, desires, and sinful habits. And so does God, and even more so. We who wear the masks are the hypocrites. We look one way, while on the inside we are something else. We play the Pharisee.
The gospel accounts are filled with times when Jesus confronted the Pharisee crowd. These men were more concerned about tradition, religion, personal spirituality, and appearance than their own soul. They were not looking for a Messiah, because they believed that God would accept them based on what they did. They were professional mask-wearers. "So for the sake of your tradition you have made void the word of God. You hypocrite! 'This people honors Me with their lips, but their heart is far from Me; in vain do they worship Me, teaching as doctrines the commandments of me.'" (Matt. 15:6-9)
Romans 7
The apostle Paul wrestled with who he was and who he wanted to be in Romans 7. He said, "For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate...For I know that nothing good dwells within me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me." (vs. 15-20)
As believers in Jesus Christ for salvation, we are not dealing with the power or penalty of sin. The sin in our world today, though still present, does not have a hold on us because of Christ. By faith, we have been accepted in Him as His children--new creations--to walk before Him holy and blameless in love. The mask of sin has no power, I am new in Christ!!!
Showing my face
Oh, the joy that comes from knowing our identity is not found in who we think we are or should be! See the freedom that comes from resting in Christ! Gone is the mask of performance, doing things for others to be accepted. Gone is the mask of reputation, risking everything to keep up my good name. Gone is the mask of indifference, pretending I don't care. Gone is the mask of spirituality, acting like a Pharisee. They are gone. I am free!
Where does reality come in? How can I live as one free in Christ?
It's not rocket science.
Truth/Trusting:
It starts with the fundamental knowledge of being a child of God. By faith, we take Him at His word and trust His promises. We look in His word for truths about our new identity, and go forward in the strength of His indwelling Holy Spirit.
Remain/Time:
As we move forward everyday, we make little choices on whom we will follow. Scripture says to let the word of Christ dwell in you richly. To dwell means to make residence or to remain. The tendency to put on the old familiar mask won't have any charm as we see the reality of who we are in Christ. There is no fear in His love.
Respond/Worship:
All of this goes back to the truth that God is working all things according to His will for His own glory. We are living a life of worship, not putting on the Sunday-morning-worship-mask. We live and breathe to give glory to God.
Set your Mind:
It's a choice. "Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth. For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God." (Col. 3:2-3)
Don't be afraid to show your face. There is freedom in vulnerability, showing the face that God has redeemed and made new. There is no fear in His love, but joy comes from resting and being held by His hands. Your story is no longer one of shame, but one of redemption, pointing to the grace of God.
Where does reality come in? How can I live as one free in Christ?
It's not rocket science.
Truth/Trusting:
It starts with the fundamental knowledge of being a child of God. By faith, we take Him at His word and trust His promises. We look in His word for truths about our new identity, and go forward in the strength of His indwelling Holy Spirit.
Remain/Time:
As we move forward everyday, we make little choices on whom we will follow. Scripture says to let the word of Christ dwell in you richly. To dwell means to make residence or to remain. The tendency to put on the old familiar mask won't have any charm as we see the reality of who we are in Christ. There is no fear in His love.
Respond/Worship:
All of this goes back to the truth that God is working all things according to His will for His own glory. We are living a life of worship, not putting on the Sunday-morning-worship-mask. We live and breathe to give glory to God.
Set your Mind:
It's a choice. "Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth. For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God." (Col. 3:2-3)
Don't be afraid to show your face. There is freedom in vulnerability, showing the face that God has redeemed and made new. There is no fear in His love, but joy comes from resting and being held by His hands. Your story is no longer one of shame, but one of redemption, pointing to the grace of God.
This was precisely what I needed to read today. Thanks Beekah :)
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